chronicles

2010-12-29T19:48:00.002+08:00

I never felt complete when I come home. The family feeling isn't there to be exact. I don't feel loyal. When someone needs help, I don't feel the urgency to help any of them out. Well, in fact I'm just giving back what they haven't done for me. I wonder what's gonna become of us. Whenever I read/listen to stories or see photos about my friends going out with their family/parents, I envy them. A lot. But I do not show because I don't see a point showing when I know nothing's gonna change. Yes, it's true I'm the younger one, the last hope, the educated one and whatever bullshit, but sometimes I just want to feel like the younger one, the follower, the listener. I don't see myself leading the family at all. And I don't know why the fuck is my maternal side asking me to do all that-to lead, to advice my elder bros and sis whenever they hurt mum? For whatever fuck, they should know better. I'm always the one helping mum via background by eating her dinner, appreciating what she does, help her out to clean the house and such but what the fuck is my sister doing? Urgh. Oh dear blog, help me out.

2010-10-14T17:16:00.001+08:00

Urgh. Fucking irritated. Politics politics politics. Tsk. Urgh!

Enough said. Discrepancies found. How am I supposed to eliminate this problems? A huge task awaits me. And damn, how I wish I got better team to work around with. :/

2010-10-13T21:13:00.000+08:00

Urgh. This is frustrating. :/

2010-10-11T21:00:00.003+08:00

Should I or should I not speak to you?

2010-05-06T22:38:00.001+08:00

It's amazing how one could develop feelings just through the use of media/internet in a way that you seldom or rarely see the face of the other gender. It's just truly amazing.

I think it's amazing because I think I just felt it. :)

2010-04-25T11:37:00.002+08:00

Well, alright. Recap.

I'm Aiman. I'm 20 years old. And jobless. Well, at least for the next few hours or so. And I have to start trying to think like an adult. Period.

And so, last day of my job was great fun. Everything went on so smoothly. All things fell into place and special thanks to Uncle Desmond (Jackie Chan-look-a-like) for treating me to my 2nd meal on thursday in 3 hours. Well, had Mee Siam at 1pm and was eating Mee Soto at 4pm. -.- I know. It's heavy. Whatever it is, everything was great. Even Pathology path on that day had so little things.

Last but not least, special thanks to Uncles Mazlan, Khusaini, Jerry, Tahir, Ghazali and Brothers Amin, Syed and Imran.

2009-12-31T14:46:00.003+08:00

OKAY, so here goes another year. And resolutions? I've not really thought about any. But oh well, here's the list from last year. And the results from each resolutions will be shown too. I'm kinda upset but that's parts and parcels of life right?

POOF!

1.Firstly, i'd like to be a better son. Hopefully, God will guide me through.
-okay, i'm not sure about this, but God knows.

2.Turn the tables around and push up my GPA. It's stuck at around 2.8 something, so let's push it and aim for university perhaps?
-damn. I've tried my best.

3.Be a person with much better qualities. Maybe qualities that might be useful in my pursue towards...
-DAMNED!

4.Improve my patience.
-I guess so. :D

5.As the date for me to serve the nation is looming nearer and nearer, i'd like to train myself up and get fitter in time for NS. Can anyone be my personal trainer?
-DAMN again. For the time being NO. Not with my this injured knee. LOL.

6.Learn new lifeskills?
-oh yes. not really new but improved on one of my lifeskills.

7.Get into photography module next semester. Muhd, you better join me.
-Let's not talk about this. Haha.

8.Treat Caspar well in the future.
-:) I hope so.

9.Utter lesser bad language or foul words. LOL.
-I don't know. I think I just got worse. Darn.

10.Sleep earlier if i've nothing better to do at night.
-Haha! Recently, not. Lol.

11.Play more sports?
-....

12.Try my very best to eat healthy. ROFL.
-.........

Okay, that's about it. Gosh, a fact that I have to know. I'll no longer be a teen in 22 days. DARN DARN DARN! haha.

2009-12-23T23:18:00.002+08:00

WOOHOO! Awesome day. Fabulous physio session today. Thank god I have much more mobility. Could go down the steps a wee bit better today though I don't see itself as normal going down steps. I have to tip toe a little bit to make sure not much pain on my left knee. Huhu. And then.... I just had to buy a Christmas present for myself. It's a christmas present because it's the time of the year. Not that I celebrate it or anything nor am I against it. LOL. And so a warm cuddly hoodie from Uniqlo became mine. Geez. There's so many cheap sales everywhere. But due to this injury, much money was spent on treatment and all the checkups and what not. But still I don't have to look at the past. Just gotta go through it and get over this obstacle. Like what they say, "Part and parcels of life"?

Oh, New Year's coming and new set of resolutions will be produced. Time to start thinking. Well, I did fulfill some of this year's reso.

I'm gonna recover!

2009-12-18T11:40:00.001+08:00

Post number 565.

It's been a month since my injury. And today's the day of the MRI results. Hopefully, results are good. I wouldn't want to go through a surgery. It could kill me! As in, I can't play soccer anymore. THAT'LL TOTALLY KILL ME. The end.

2009-11-29T21:17:00.001+08:00

A great birthday present for next year would be The Killers concert ticket on 24th January! OMG. Someone please get me that. Hehe. I'd like to be The Victims!

2009-11-16T16:22:00.002+08:00

Bad injury sustained last friday at The Pitch. Either a medial meniscus or torn ligament. And thanks to the TTSH doctor and nurse. They did make my day. Hehe. XP And I've gotten a 1 week MC. Got a lot to catch up next week for studies! And I can't believe she said this: "Aiman's brain was wired up to just study since young and that's why he can get this injury."

HAHA! Outrageous and what a joke. Pffft. -______-"

2009-11-03T19:06:00.002+08:00

A short update for future references.

Spinnovex selection tomorrow. If I say I'm not excited, then I'd be lying to myself. But still, I am worried due to the fact that the project's not completed. Well, we can improvise. Whatever. I'm tired out. Off to Caspar's house to sleepover for completion. Hopefully.

2009-10-20T19:03:00.002+08:00

I don't know why. I just don't. Why do I still hold you in high regards? Well, I seriously don't know. Is it because of respect or just because I missed it? The times before were great. Not just great but awesome. Now it's just in awe. Why do I have to feel this way? In a way that I still held you there up high? Way up high.

2009-10-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

Gosh, it's the Awesome I miss talking to. :(

2009-10-04T12:55:00.000+08:00

If I could just stay up there a little while longer.

2009-09-24T21:18:00.004+08:00

PICTURES!

They say a thousand words.

Iftar Outing on 12.09.09

Ray Charles in the house yo!

Fauzi Oh-Gee.

Lovely.

HARI RAYA.

Fam on 1st Day Raya.

Bro-Sis.

Okay. Here I go.

Erm, basically this year's raya wasn't a blast. Maybe it's Madoff's fault. Haha. But I think adults nowadays should start growing up. And this is the time where we need to forgive each other. Not to distance ourselves. Politics politics. Bloody stupid. And so, after monday ended, I was totally bored. FYP had to kick start. And yeah, GENTING'S NEXT WEEK! CAN'T WAIT! WEEHOOOO!

OKAY BYE!

2009-09-20T23:48:00.000+08:00

Jeng jeng jeng!

Glory Glory Man United! Hehe.

& Hello VIEWTY!

2009-09-20T00:44:00.003+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA MAAF ZAHIR BATIN TO ALL.

Be it to my Muslim or Non-Muslim Counterparts. May all my wrongdoings be reversed and may your forgiveness to me be brought upon.

I think I'm uttering crap on top but all I want to say is I BEG FOR EVERYONE'S FORGIVENESS. May all have a good day ahead.

A real proper update ahead.

2009-09-19T01:22:00.001+08:00

Bulan Ramadan akan pergi,
Dalam beberapa jam lagi,
Hari Raya pula menjelma,
Ku mohon maaf kepada semua.

Update soon!

2009-09-13T22:19:00.001+08:00

WEEEEE! Got some pictures to upload from yesterday's outing but blogger's not allowing! SOME OTHER TIME! LOL.

2009-09-05T15:43:00.000+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday SHARIFAH!

Okay, I know I'm late for this post but it was due to exams. Anyway, may you have a blessed year ahead Awesome! :D

2009-08-21T11:48:00.001+08:00

I don't want to be in any part of this. Just leave me alone.
=/

2009-08-19T15:24:00.004+08:00

I can't believe today marks the end of my General Elective Modules. Feels good but emotional at the same time. Well, it's because I've met great people since the start. Let me just name a few. Yi Hui, Iskandar, Xiao Fang, Fariz, Anglia, Timothy, Jackie, Ridzwan and Saiful. Great group members and friends.

Let's just list the GEMS here.

1. Love Relations.

Of course, having teammates like Iskandar was great. Awesome person with good ideas. On top of that, learning more about relationships and how to handle it was another thing. But the people were awesome. Yi Hui did help a bit even though she wasn't in my group. Help in terms of personal help that is.

2. Etiquette & Professional Image

This was much better. Out of the blue, I was appointed the leader. With teammates like Jackie, Anglia and Timothy, everything could be done very smoothly without much hesitation. They just execute their tasks well without much obstacles. Awesome people. Thumbs up! Thanks to you guys, I got a distinction for it.

3. Beauty of Cosmetics

Well, I know it sounds girly but you guys might look at it in the wrong way. Haha. It's not about putting make up on but on how to apply it on our skins/faces. Great module but just a little boring on the lecture part. Anyway, teammates were good too. Everything we did was smooth. I remember doing the project at Woodlands library. Lol. One of them was Fariz.

4. Creative Digital Podcasting

OH YEAH! The last one. I had a great experience working with the likes of Saiful and Ridzwan. So, since we were all guys, easy to communicate and jokes were there for us to just laugh at. I believe we did a great podcasting. I guess we can succeed Mr Brown! LOL! That was a joke. He's milestones away from us. But whatever it is, it was fun. Another thumbs up.

That's about it. How I wish there were more.

2009-08-19T00:15:00.003+08:00

Where Got Ghost was super hilarious. But still, exams were going on much on my mind. Darn.

Where Got Ghost?

Song stuck on repeat.

You take the pieces of the dreams that you had,
Cause you don't like the way they seem to be going,
You cut them up and spread them out on the floor,
You're full of hope as you began rearranging.

2009-08-17T00:02:00.006+08:00

KEANE Perfect Symmetry Tour
One of the most important days of my life.

Oh gosh. My heart was thumping so heart to catch them live on Thursday night. Definitely, thanks to Acey for thinking about me as I wanted to go to this concert rather badly. What made things look much better was that Keane was awesome live. Totally! And pictures will tell how much I enjoyed that night. And I hope you guys can feel how I felt through this visuals below.

ENJOY!

There's always an opening act before the main band comes out. They were The Fire Fight, our very own local band who did make the fans warm up a little. They were good. I believe their genre is more into alternative. It was great.

The Fire Fight.

Next up, we had Cyril Niccolai and Friends. Bon Jovi kind of songs.

Cyril Niccolai & Friends.

Well, before you know it, KEANE was OUT @ 930pm! WEE!

Okay, just a reminder. Pictures might be a bit blur due to the fact I was singing along and taking photos at the same time. Talking about singing, I felt it was the first time that I didn't have to think about what other people might say about my voice - flat or sharp. DAMN! I had fun. Especially when they took off with Lovers Are Losing from the picture below.

KEANE.

Tom Chaplin the Lead Vocalist with that Electric Guitar.
Tim Rice-Oxley the Pianist.
Richard Hughes the Drummer.
&
Jesse Quin the Bassist.

TOM WAS AWESOME!

The Band.

Great lightings, great band.

Mind-blowing.

I believe this is my most favourite photo taken for that night. Lady Luck was on my side due to the fact that Tom held his guitar high up and my camera snapped it. :D

Tom doing a solo performance. Another nice shot in my point of view.

Blind of flash light.

Tom always reaches out to the fans.

Lightings 1.

Lightings 2.

Awesome lightings.

Sexy lightings. LOL.

Tom always does this after every song.

Crystal Ball starts here.

And he laid down on that stage.

Oh red. Another sexy lighting. Haha.

Oh yellow. Nice.

After their "last song".

That wasn't the last of him.

Okay, at this point, the moment they were backstage, everyone shouted, "KEANE! KEANE! KEANE!" It was awesome to have that kind of atmosphere. We wanted the band to come out badly. And without waiting for long, they were out!

They got out again.

After playing 2 songs for encore. They got back in and a lot of us thought it was the end including me. So, I started to leave but then Keane got out for 2nd time to do a tribute to us! How thoughtful of that. They did a cover of Under Pressure. A totally happy person, I was.

Last photo of Keane.

I was tired but totally happy.

Well, I hope you guys had the feeling I had from the pictures I took. Till here.

Nights world.

P.S: I miss Keane's performance already.

& Thanks blogger for allowing this post to be posted. :D
Hehe.

2009-08-14T21:28:00.001+08:00

I've got 27 photos to upload from the concert! But Blogger's not fulfilling my wish! GOSHHHHHH!

2009-08-14T01:02:00.000+08:00

Oh GOD.

Just got back but KEANE'S CONCERT TOUR WAS AN EXHILARATING MOMENT OF EUPHORIA!

Updates soon.

& of course with pictures!

2009-08-13T17:41:00.000+08:00

KEANE TONIGHT! WOOHOO! LET'S PARTAYY!

2009-08-12T17:50:00.002+08:00

Pack it up.

It's gonna be a very hectic week. I know. I'm feeling it. It will only be fine after Friday. Darn. Tomorrow's the interview. I wish I could get a good grade for CSW. Please God, fulfill it for me. I really need that A.

But whatever it is, I believe tomorrow night's gonna be a blast. Definitely, I'm gonna catch KEANE IN CONCERT @ Fort Canning Park. Woohoo! Thanks to Acey for the free ticket. Hehe. Enough about today's update. Hopefully, I'm not lazy and I shall take pictures for tmrw. Till here.

Let's ROLL OUT!

Arrivederci.

2009-08-11T21:00:00.001+08:00

I've left my blog empty literally for the past few days.

Well, I'm here to write on it again.

Let's begin with Sunday.

Had usual soccer sessions with the boys today. Great time as we had the usual 9 people playing despite 1 team playing with 1 lesser man. But hell, we had a great time. Indeed, frustration did get out of me due to the number of chances and misses my team had. But I think I perform better that way. Dribbled past 4 players only to have my shot out wide from the post. Damn. It could have been a wondergoal. Definitely, a few flip-flaps coloured the game a little bit here and there but Kudos to Yunos for ole-ing me and Ismail in a row. That was pure brilliance. Goals. Yes, I do remember one pass from Taufiq and I finished it and the other. The other one was the best. With one of the twins blocking the post in mid-way, I flicked a bit to the right and gave a curl shot past him and the ball amazingly hit the post. I felt I just did the movie Wanted where the bullet can curl past someone. LOL.

And then, it was NDP on TV.

So, monday came and it was just TV day. With some studying for today's test.

Glad I passed it. Hopefully, I can get a good grade for Q & R. And since the test, watched The Last Samurai at the library before studying a little bit more till 6pm in school. Right now, a totally bad headache overwhelms me and I'm totally worn out. Gonna turn in soon.

Okay, I know I'm late but Happy Belated 44th Birthday Singapore.

Nights people.
=/

2009-08-08T14:12:00.002+08:00

Yes, watched Hangover at The Cathay yesterday due to the fact that so many people are watching UP because of half-day for National Day. And yes, I see a huge sea of red and white at town. -.-

But seriously, I felt it was just yesterday I wore that kinda colours in secondary school. Lol.

Anyway, went to Powerhouse in the later part of night.

The troupe.

2009-08-06T22:01:00.000+08:00

OMG. I just realised I spent 61 bucks yesterday.

Shocked much.
-.-

2009-08-05T22:31:00.003+08:00

It's definitely Goodbye Medium Thick Hair Day.
Darn.

Random Pictures.

Eh, Sam, why the book so big?

Oooohhh, it's a camera illusion. LOL.

Hi, Mini-Me.

That blue one is definitely mine and I LOVE IT.

2009-08-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

Blogger's acting up again. Which means I can't upload any pictures. -.-"

2009-08-02T21:47:00.001+08:00

God, the build-up to August was totally draining. So tiring mentally and physically. DAMN.

2009-08-02T20:12:00.004+08:00

0705 had that sweet voice.
0718 and 1288 were the few beauties who participated in the race.
gosh.

Definitely, the Osim Triathlon yesterday was great. Well, yes, I had to be there by 5am in the morning. But I slept over at East Coast Park with 2 others, Taufiq and Fauzaan. The wind was wonderful at night. In my opinion, I find it much better than aircon. Far better in fact. We should have pitched a tent.

I think enough said.

I'm tired and have to start on my report.
:/

2009-07-31T19:49:00.004+08:00

You people still can never understand what I want.
=/

It's always the same discussion ain't it? It's always it. When he's in the discussion, I know I'd always lose out in the end. I know. My opinion's never heard. Just so because I'm the youngest ain't it?

If you can't beat 'em, join 'em.

So, let's just take it in.

2009-07-30T21:39:00.000+08:00

Hotter than the sun of south in Spain,
Got me soon as I walked through the door.

Oh no. A song stucks in my head again. Hehe. :P Gosh, she really got the fire burning on the dance floor. Get me the fire extinguisher.

Anyway, something SUPER funny happened. Well, someone was pretty blur enough. HAHA! No mention of name/s but gosh, I was laughing my ass off. In a way, that I didn't react like what I used to last time (about a year ago) but my reaction just wanted to laugh. LOL. Okay, enough said.

NIGHTS WORLD.

2009-07-29T22:52:00.000+08:00

You came and I started to get that fuzzy feeling. That feeling where you start to tremble and couldn't hold of yourself. LOL. I couldn't even concentrate on what I wanna do. This is funny. Haha. Oh gosh. I can't think straight!

Anyway, this is a shoutout to Farahin!

CONGRATULATIONS on your admission to NUS!
:D

2009-07-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

Eh, thanks bro for spoiling my day.
-.-

2009-07-26T21:11:00.002+08:00

Great soccer session yesterday. Contributed to one of the goals with a fine cross at the byline. Two tricks to two players before one of the two goals scored. Definitely amazing too with the few oles I did. I believe much could be improved.

Again, another great morning soccer session with the twins and Muhd. 4 goals with 3 outside the semi-circle of the basketball court. But the highlight was of course Yusoff's volley taken well from my cross. A slight hit to the post and we had that goal. Wonderfuuuul.

2009-07-24T21:20:00.001+08:00

That is certainly unfair. What? Did I not deserve to be called anything like that or better? This is dimwit shit. Grrr.

Whispers to the head: "Something happens for a reason."

2009-07-24T21:05:00.005+08:00

Okay, how do put this? I really didn't have a good day at all. AT ALL. Due to the fact that "things" happened early in the morning and evening. So much so it's called TGIF (Thank God It's Friday) for a reason. But I somehow don't think so. Urgh.

Well, report certainly wasn't well done. I had to clean it up. Too many errors spotted. Hmmm. Let me say, it's a formal presentation so it has to be professional (with a big P) and near perfect but somehow it was not there. Practically not there yet. Darn. So, I had to deaf out on the first lecture to edit it. How bad can that get? Exams in a month for god sake. To cool things off, I had Mac for breakfast alone before going to school.

Just when things were doing fine. I was being pestered to go somewhere. Well, the fact that I've already decided to go till I was told to go again. That was the last straw and so I stayed home making my own dinner. Gosh.

So much for calling every Fridays TGIF!

I feel like going out now or picking up something. Say, smoking?!

Okay, obviously, you know I was kidding on that last part. URGH! Get me out of here.

2009-07-22T23:47:00.002+08:00

I dreamt of you. It felt so true. Just the two of us. About me and you.

Oh gosh, it felt real. In that dream, I was cuddling up to you and how I wish it was really happening. Just as I felt cold and was shivering, I really pulled up a blanket to cover myself up. It was nothing but felt so surreal. We smiled, we laughed. It was just funny that we got a long pretty well. It's all nothing but a dream.

2009-07-20T21:07:00.002+08:00

Yeah, that was the movie on friday night. A little bit disappointing but the humour injected was great. More towards the romance and the growing up of the characters. Whatever it is, can't wait for the last sequel. Anyway, next movie shall be Fighting coming up probably next week I guess.

Till here.
I'm writing my posts in bits and pieces. I just can't gather my train of thoughts properly. The funny thing is, I don't think anything's bothering me right now. LOL.

2009-07-20T20:32:00.003+08:00

My fastest time ever on Solitaire.

Can't you see I'm bored and I'm feasting on this game?
-.-

2009-07-20T19:59:00.002+08:00

Well, I asked my friend why does he save his contacts in the SIM card? He mentioned that if the phone gets lost, he will be able to retrieve the contacts in the SIM card. Lol.

Basically, I had a great day with classmates. Surprisingly, 3 drove cars today. And so, 13 of us went down to Jurong Point right after school to have our lunch at Banquet. One of my favourites, Beef Ginger, was consumed by me. Woohoo.

Alright, alright. Back to the paragraph above. If you guys still don't get it, here it is. The main thing is, if your phone gets lost, how are you even gonna get the SIM card back? HAHA!

2009-07-18T23:41:00.001+08:00

almost forgotten about novan.
thanks for some of the stuffs over at makansutra.

& i don't wanna stay home for the night.

2009-07-18T14:50:00.002+08:00

Posh, beautiful cars come out to play when the clock strikes 12. Night scene hits its full mode when people dance their night away. Ladies are dressed at their best. Guys are doing their best to woo the ladies. Night life aye.

Harry Potter & The Half-Blood Prince.
Rather disappointing. Expected a little bit more action. But well, looks like Transformers would be the blockbuster of the year. Great new movies are coming up as well. Fighting, Up, G.I. Joe, and loads more.

Indeed, quite a great time I had with my classmates last night. Then, to Nightrider and home.
That's about it.

Assignments catching up on me.

2009-07-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

I wished I could have taken this picture a little bit more closer. It could have been much better. Just like how things might be now. I'm so tired. Tired of handling new problems every week. Gosh, AES is killing the crap out of me. And the drawing of the aircraft isn't even done yet. It's so gonna be another disappointing week la. Damn.

2009-07-06T21:59:00.002+08:00

Happy now. Glad. Feels good. :) Two people have said it. Great.

2009-07-06T20:58:00.002+08:00

Saturday

Yes, I watched Transformers for the second time. Hmm, front row seats for Grand Cathay. Super huge. That's all. Ferza was sitting all by himself but I'm sure he enjoyed himself. And then to Ben & Jerry's. Favourite Double Cookie Euphoria was fed to my stomach. The crew were nice. Hehe. Ferza would understand.

Sunday

One, two, three, four.
Ole.
Top pole.
Free kick.
Assist.

Period.

Monday

Spoilt. Totally bored. Freaked out. And yeah, I'm not organised. Whatever.

I'm done with the post.
I'm off.

2009-07-03T23:30:00.002+08:00

I'm through. I'm through with everything I had this week. Whatever was in my head and mind, is finally out. No more late nights to study. No more thinking about whether to study when I'm out. Finally, all that I've been through are done this week. All I had, I've told. I've expressed. There shouldn't be anything more that I gotta think about. Well, what else could have been in my head except for the average play during Turf City just now. It was just great and felt good enough. Enough minutes on the pitch to cover up what I've lost the past 2 weeks. I'm just starting to blabber.

Well, MSTs out and all I had in my head out too.

This is indeed my Supposed Post.

2009-07-03T01:55:00.001+08:00

my supposed post couldn't be posted.
-.-

urgh, i'm off to sleep.

2009-06-29T22:38:00.001+08:00

I Want You Back - Jackson's 5 Cover
This awesome singer.

2009-06-26T10:45:00.000+08:00

And ZEE AVI was on MTV last night with BITTER HEART.

One week.
Let's go.

2009-06-25T23:11:00.005+08:00

Pictures will be up.
And this blog will not 'function' for a week.

Apparently, movie for Transformers yesterday didn't happen @ 1240pm.
Decided to catch the 420pm.
And so pooled and had lunch @ Ayam Penyet Ria.

PSP still was the better game.

Pool picture of the day.

"Curl your fingers," said the coach.

Just before the movie.
Excitement.

Siblings.

Not.

Girls Day Out?

Guys Day Out pulak?

Next what?

Gays Day out?

Look at my tummy.

Ye, saye hadir.

Group Photo.

So, now it's one week.
Time to gear up my studying mode.

Well, hopefully.

2009-06-25T01:31:00.002+08:00

There's really someone I gotta say sorry too.

And I guess Mum's still angry at me.
She hasn't really spoken to me the past 2 days.

This isn't happening please.
Someone say this just ain't happening.

If someone could have told me before that I'm making the most terrible mistake in my life ever, it could have been a better picture now.

2009-06-25T01:22:00.000+08:00

Yeah, the movie was totally awesome.Great time with Taufiq, Fauzi and Muhd.
Hmm, sorry to those who thought I went out with Denise.
Especially to you Mizah.

Okay, now I got better things to unload off my mind.

2009-06-25T00:41:00.006+08:00

Well, how do I start? Okay. It shall go like this. I definitely had a great time with great people today (okay it was 'today' because the date's supposed to be 24th of June). But something was just bothering my mind ever since I got home. I mean after I found out something along the way home. I never knew, not even once, that I've made the most gravest mistake in my life. It's the gravest grave mistake ever. I never knew someone was hurt so badly in one of my life-changing moment. It was just so foolish of me. Very very foolish of me. Oh darn. I'm feeling what I should have felt about 3 years ago. I should have felt this way before and not now. At least if I've gone through this before, I could have dealt with it way better.

This is so upsetting.

Alright, here's a note for Ily.

May you have a safe trip to Laos and back to Singapore.
You will be missed dear friend.

Well, just come back home safely.

2009-06-23T19:59:00.002+08:00

Darn, I'm already 6 minutes behind my schedule.
Whatever it is, a short post.

HAPPY BELATED 16TH ELENA!
I'm sure you had a blast!
:)

Pictures say a thousand words.

Belated Girl.

Apparently, I went with Muhd, Taufiq and the twins:Yusoff and Yunos.

And we had great BBQ.

Or is that muffins?
And Elena's Homemade Muffins were nice you know.

Yeah, sitting at the stone barrier.

And chilling out by the sunset.

Loads of Fun.

Oh man, I miss someone laaaa.

Okay, enough.

Back to books.

2009-06-19T19:49:00.000+08:00

I don't think I'm gonna listen to them.

2009-06-18T19:42:00.002+08:00

It was like the world stopped turning in that instant. Like everyone around us had disappeared. Like everything at home was forgotten about. It was as if those few minutes on this world were created just for us and all we could do was look at each other. It was like she was seeing my face for the very first time. She looked confused but kind of amused. Exactly how I felt.

The song of Under Control was going on in my ears as I was reading page 93.
It seems like a moment of emotions for me.
Tears were about to flow any minute but I held on to it.
It felt the same.
It felt like yesteryears.
Oh, how blissful.

2009-06-18T15:50:00.002+08:00

ya right group meeting.
here, azhari and I are passing by time while playing reversi.
LOL.

acey on the other hand's meeting his girlfriend.
so, great group meeting!
HAHA!

2009-06-17T19:59:00.002+08:00

Water with Soap, Germs have no hope.
I laughed when I read this at the mrt.
But I'm not saying that it's dumb or what.
It's a catchy phrase, but it made me laugh making me think I'm a nursery child reading a poem.
LOL.

Seriously, the poster seems so scary and urghhh.
But this poem at the end of it just made me laugh.

ANYWAY...

I've finished 2 of Cecelia Ahern's books.
They're definitely wonderful and awesome.
On top of that, she's a gorgeous writer too.

Let's put that aside.
They're give me this moment of euphoria when I read them.
Enough said.

Thanks for the Memories.

A Place Called Here.

The next book that I'll be starting tomorrow is also by Cecelia Ahern, Where Rainbows End.

Weee.

Lovey-dovey.

Hehe.

Gotta get back to the other kind of reading materials that make me so tense: My Bound Notes.

2009-06-17T16:53:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh.
28 more pages to go for AES.
DAMN.
DAMN.
DAMN.

I've still AROC and AIS to do.
OHHHH NOOOOOOOOO.

2009-06-17T16:31:00.002+08:00

Gorgeous Library.
LOL.

Anyway, did some routine.
4km Run.
2km Crossramp.
1km Bike.
50 + 50 + 50 Leg weights.
4 laps of Swim.

Yeah.
Great.

Now, I'm shagged and can't study at my Gorgeous Library.
LOL.

2009-06-16T19:47:00.003+08:00

I've been dreaming weird dreams.
I've encountered weird people.
Especially on the trains.

Just today, this weird dream I had.

Alright, the setting was in a Counter Strike game map.
Particularly, de_dust.
And yeah, I was on the Counter-Terrorist (CT) side.

Here it goes.

I was running around shooting terrorists.
However, I didn't know that they, as in the terrorists could summon robots and machines.
And this did not deter the CTs as we could order a platoon of soldiers to help us out.
And yes, I did throw out some good moves.

Yeah, I know, the kind of size I have now would forbid me from doing all those stunts that I've done in the "game-dream" but oh well.

And soon after, Denise, from the SDZ club in my school, was in the Terrorists side.
Apparently, she had her own platoon of herselves!
I was like, "WTF!"

Alright guys, imagine this happening in your dream.
LOL.

So, soon, knowing I knew Denise myself, we spoke to each other and then...
One of her clones gave me a peck on the cheek.
My head went bonkers and it just hit the roof.

COOOOOOOOOLLL or what..

DARN.
I had a weird dream.

2009-06-15T17:09:00.001+08:00

Weehooooo!

Gonnnaaaa getttt bacccckkkk myyy guitaaarrrrrrrr.
WOOHOO!

2009-06-14T20:57:00.005+08:00

ooohhh.
yesterday was disappointing.

but I stepped up today with 2 goals on the street.

that looks like me.

and yes, I conceded 3.

& oh oh oh, it was already a year ago.

oh, still so fresh.

but it took like ages to come.

LOL.

2009-06-13T13:53:00.001+08:00

Soccer match's in 210 minutes time.
I can't wait to relish my potential.
It'd be a miracle if I get a goal though.

Let's go!

Gotta get changed.

2009-06-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

And then Muhd and I was off to Citylink Mall and Suntec.

At Citylink, this was what I got for myself.
WOOHOO!

Awesome Aiman's Slippers.

And at Suntec was just some pillows on sale.
And then, I had the surprise of my life.

*BIG GRINS*

Presenting to you ZEE AVI'S ALBUM!

WOOHOO!
WEE!
YEEHAW!

oh oh oh, can somebody please get it for me at Citylink Mall HMV @ only $18.95.
HEHE!
:P
Her songs are awesome too.
GOSH.

alright, I've not typed this much before and so, I'm off.
toodles.

2009-06-12T23:00:00.002+08:00

Mum woke me up at 715am.
As what I've messaged her the night before for her to do.
I couldn't wake up straightaway because I had lots of processing to do.
I was glad, Mum hadn't gone.

With that in mind, I thought about the dream.
The nightmare.

Straightaway, I got up and started bathing.
To head to gym at school.

Upon reaching school, saw Hafizah in which was my 2nd time this week.
And of course I had this tired and worried face due to the dream.
With a smile, we exchanged hellos and I was my way to gym.

Still thinking about the dream...

Did my usual machines.
Treadmill. (2km)
Crossramp. (3km)
Cycle. (2km)

Followed by 4 laps in the swimming pool.
And so, everyone's complaining about how dark I'm getting.

Had bath and off to the library and there was where I saw Hafizah again for the 2nd time in a day.
But thinking about this, the dream wasn't in my mind that much anymore.
So, I looked up the librarian on the book that I've reserved.

My third Cecilia Ahern book.
Where Rainbows End.
Previously was Thanks For The Memories.
And current is A Place Called Here.
Her books are just awesome.
Hehe.

Off to my friday prayers.

Had lunch at KFC.
Yum yum.

And the best part of the day will be arriving shortly...
2 piece meal!
woohoo!

2009-06-12T22:55:00.002+08:00

"Bang! Bang!"
That was what I heard in my ~~dream~~ nightmare.
Soon enough, I saw myself in jail.
Only to come out during Hari Raya and all my family and relatives avoided and looked down on me.
Damn.

I woke up.
At 630am sharp.
With perspiration trickling down like small little droplets despite the fan at full blast.

And it was dark.
That even scares me more as the living room is usually lit up by that time.
Made-up conclusion=Mum wasn't awake.

Tears started rolling because I was afraid mum had gone.
Got down to my pillow and felt emotionally disturbed.
Very scared, angry, upset all at once.
And then, fell to sleep again.

Until...

2009-06-12T00:31:00.001+08:00

I reached home.
You're asleep.
And the water is still there.
For me.
The T-shirt is hanged.
For me.

Thanks so much Mum.
Love you.

2009-06-08T22:22:00.003+08:00

do i feel good?
I don't know.

haha.
lol.
I'm practically bored.

back to reality, I've completed the revision for one of my modules.
Q & R.
Quality & R.
Quality & Reliability.

okay, the reason I don't wanna put the whole module name in one line because I wanna fill up this post.
and also, my Holiday Schedule Plan is done for this week.
something to look forward to everyday.
yay-ness.

alright now, gotta pack for soccer tomorrow.

*poof*
i just disappeared.
LOL.

2009-06-07T17:46:00.001+08:00

i'm bored.
i have no plans.
i'm very bored.
i'm plain.
plain bored.

ABCDEFGHIJKLMNOPQRSTUVWXYZ.
abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz.

2009-06-05T22:29:00.002+08:00

it seems that it's not going down.
I gotta put in a lot more effort next time.
HAHA.

well, I just know I can do it.
3.5km isn't that long either.
I believe that I can go much further.

at least, now I know a little bit more about my body.
its needs, its wants.
something like that.
its pressure points.
its stress points.
this is in no doubt thanks to Taufiq and my cousin, Ismail.

alright, gotta knock off.
kick about tomorrow morn.

2009-06-03T23:05:00.002+08:00

today's a jam-packed day.
it was great.

alright, here it goes.

classes from 9 to 12pm but it ended much earlier and also much to my surprise @ 1115am.
i was ready to listen to more.
darn.
-.-

and so, i had 2 different kind of breads and a pau for lunch which amounted to $3.20.
otah, chicken and chicken.
whatever it is, my classmates and I booked a karaoke room and damn, it was so darn funny.

Dominic was definitely the show of the day.
while singing in his squealing voice, Ken just had to open the door and surprisingly, there were 3 girls outside the room and so, they just had to see Dominic singing like that.
HAHAHA!

it was crackingly funny.

and so, i was off to podcasting.
in which i almost fell asleep.
soon after, met Ferza and had Pastamania for lunch.
and definitely, i believe the pasta i had was not full of carbohydrates so, I don't think I will gain weight too easily.
but, the thing is, I was full even I can't stuff anymore into my stomach.

then, headed down to Ferza's house to play FIFA '09.
and as usual, I was beaten in every other game.
YA LA, ferza, you're the best.

ahhh, I'm tired.
tomorrow=long day.
tomorrow night=sis, mum and dad going overseas.

that equals to WOOHOO! PARTAYYYY!

2009-06-03T15:50:00.000+08:00

oh ya.

thanks ehhh ferza for making me the laughing stock yesterday.
-.-

2009-06-02T21:53:00.002+08:00

it was such a bitter day.
the weather was hot in the afternoon.
and I just had to have soccer training at that time.

I don't mind having a training but it was just scorching hot and I felt my skin were ~~tearing apart~~ peeling off.
secondly, I wasn't able to run properly due to the field not being level. oh man, not again.
and we had only a few people playing.
LOL.

and then, I had much fun time after that training.

whatever it is, I wish to start on my FYP on probably 2nd or 3rd gear.
it's kinda interesting to think of it.

alright, I'm off.

2009-06-01T21:35:00.004+08:00

downside: I didn't finish my round of jogging.
upside: I lost 2kg!

at least, something to be glad about.

anyway, tmrw's soccer training is something I'm looking forward to.
and I've gotten myself a lovely Billabong bag.

alright.
that's about it.
gotta rub those legs of mine.

2009-05-31T23:53:00.001+08:00

I would just like to skip tomorrow.
Can?

2009-05-30T22:38:00.003+08:00

haha. this cousin eraaaaa of mine is so irritating can.
making all those silly faces.
hehe.

but nevertheless, she will never forget to make me smile.
:D

2009-05-30T19:31:00.002+08:00

boots on the field were alright.
just that the field didn't have levelled ground.

there's still more that needs to be done.
especially since 13th and 21st June is coming in ard 2 and 3 weeks time respectively.

whatever it is, i gotta get back to my assignments.

2009-05-29T23:28:00.004+08:00

Adidas F5.9 MG

Alas, I've gotten myself a pair of soccer boots.
First and foremost, had some quick shopping on wednesday for some plain clothings and got this pair of shoes.

And soon, thursday came sooner than expected.
While here's a wish to JOCELYN!

Happy 19th Birthday Dudette!
:D

Friday arrived and caught Terminator Salvation at GV Max @ Vivo.
It was just a little disappointing.

And the moment I reached home, had very light dinner and off to my jog.
I was surprised I could have continued.
WOOHOO!

Confidence is brimming.
I feel GOOOOD.

Alright, it's lights off soon.

2009-05-26T20:56:00.001+08:00

a totally tiring day.
and it's gonna be more than this from today onwards.

...

i'm just tired.
nights.

2009-05-25T21:28:00.001+08:00

tomorrow's like the start of something new.
i hope this is it.
i'm gonna push myself as hard as i can.
i believe i can do it.

and i know fatigue's gonna run low but hell yeah, i'm gonna prove it.

2009-05-24T00:21:00.001+08:00

come on footies.
let's do it later.

don't disappoint me after the ball handling and footwork we've done just now.
let's get it started.

9 hours to soccer.
and I'm not asleep yet.

2009-05-22T22:09:00.002+08:00

today's great.
it's my first day mission success.
no dogs chasing me.

and I feel it's time to buy that Adidas Torra III boots.
I guess I fell in love with it at first sight.

and ohhhh.
it's time to say goodbye.
sometimes, thinking about it, I feel bad.
feel utterly upset.
memories fly away please.
just forget about what I said.

Forget about what I said,
the lights are gone and the parties over.
Forget about what I said.
Forget about what I said,
I'm older now and I know you hear me.
Forget about what I said.

2009-05-22T06:41:00.002+08:00

I've just realised that my English is getting from bad to worse.
I mean sometimes, I find it so difficult and tough just to get my information across in simple and good English.
I guess it's time to read more English books.
What's more, I have to speak more English.

And this thought just had to come to me at 6:43am today.
-.-

2009-05-21T21:16:00.002+08:00

This is a great way to end my tiring journey from school. I got chased by a dog. CHASED BY A DOG. Okay? I got literally and practically chased by a damn dog or whatever way you wanna put it. This totally sucks to the core. I'm so darn tired and there, a dog came and chased after me. -.- Really really stupid. So, when the dog chased me, I had to save for my life as if being chased by an assassin. Okay, assassin is usually used for murderers of political leaders or something like that but still, what the heck. That dog chased me as if I owed it money or let's say dog biscuits.

And this is why, I don't like dogs. EVER. I think it's bored and that's why it chased me. But still, no reasons for it to chase me. AT ALL. I'm so not gonna walk that path for the next few days.

urgh.

2009-05-20T23:25:00.002+08:00

I was glad I found this artiste.
She's talented and on top of that, she's pretty cute.
Check her out.

Bitter Heart - Zee Avi
:D

gosh, I just love her sweet voice.
weeee.

2009-05-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

why are there so many good movies in MAY?
darn.
i'm so gonna spend so much.
LOL.

Anyway, Angels and Demons was very interesting.
Regarding Scientists from the past who go against the teachings of the Catholic religion.
something like that.

and those scientists were called the Illuminati.

and so the conflict goes on until a twist at the end.
i would give a 4/5 for this movie.

the other 1 was not given because sometimes i find myself lost in the movie itself.
so, i guess, i gotta read the book..

but i think that's not gonna happen.
LOL.

read it the other way round and you'd still get Illuminati.

next up will be Night at the Museum 2 which is coming out this Thursday.
and after that shall be Terminator 4:Salvation and Monster VS Aliens.

oh ya, did i say i thought today was already Wednesday?

2009-05-19T11:46:00.002+08:00

YAY!

i can't wait for Angels & Demons with classmateys later!
woohoo!

:D

2009-05-17T22:22:00.002+08:00

Glory Glory Man United.

this is literally last season's picture but heck, we made it a hat-trick of premier league titles.
back to back in 3 consecutive seasons.

and yes, we did the treble again this year.
with the Club World Cup, Carling Cup and the English Premier League locked up in the cupboard, next up shall be the Champions League.

But nothing could have been gotten without the great mind of its manager, Sir Alex Ferguson.

at least, something to feel happy about tonight.

2009-05-17T22:12:00.002+08:00

oh dad.
you're really such a disappointment.
once again.

yeah, everyone and literally everyone talks about respect.
but hell.
how am i supposed to earn it from him when he didn't call out my name at all.
at least, speak to me.
speak to me.

i'm trying my best not to bother about what you said in the past, but thanks for making it all come back to the start eh.

and to you, you're putting in so little effort.
work more damn it.

ahh, whatever la.
i need a break from all this.

2009-05-15T23:07:00.002+08:00

A Hell of a Ride in Ferza's Car.

okay, basically, school ended rather early.
which totally sucks big time.

and then off to home and back to school much later in the afternoon and then towards E-Fusion to obtain my April's pay.
alhamdulillah, was still able to get some moo-lahss.

swoooshh.
in an hour after that, off to meet ferza at Plaza Singapura.
surprisingly, Khairy was there too.
Muhd came not long after that.
'Sumptuous' dinner at LJS.

pool was calling our names and Ferza drove down to Lucky Plaza and then we were on our way home soon after poking sticks with balls.

and yes, that's how I look like after sitting in Ferza's car.

oh, to Ferza: THANKS FOR THE RIDE!

gosh, what a tiring past two days.
i need a break.

BYE!

2009-05-14T23:18:00.004+08:00

Here's for you Sharz.

Hey, i know you might be going through a rough patch right now but you just gotta hang on a little more and i believe that you can get through this. Well, as the saying goes, "A friend in need is a friend indeed." So, if you need some motivation, you don't have to look far okay Sharifah? So, all you gotta do is just be strong (because i know you're way stronger than this) and definitely stay happy. And i'm sure your friends too would pray for your safety and well-being. Let's not forget your boyfriend also. I'm sure he would be there for you whenever you need him the most. Hopefully, things would be alright after this. So, keep that SUNNY SIDE-UP with you on your face. You know what i mean.

cats make you happy right? :D

2009-05-13T15:53:00.002+08:00

oh great.
today's one of the best school days ever.
Digital Podcasting was awesome.
hmm, being a sound engineer don't sound that bad after all aye?

and FYP's meeting was short and super sweet.
that's awesome.

did i say school was gerek today?
lol.