I need your Sway.

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

he and he and he is so whatever.

and here is a reply to my taggers.

syuh: well, aiman katekan. haha. when he's in love, he really is in love. haha. prasan nye aku.
anyway, i'm sure mrs raja was here. haha. she's so loved by the school i guess.

-wei sheng: yeah. i just installed the air con in this blog. haha. it's very expensive know. it cost
me a bomb can? lmao.

okay then. good night!

you, i love.

love, you're my.

oh. i sound like yoda from star wars.

Labels: random.

8:33 PM

Monday, June 25, 2007

im always yours truly! will be the heading of the day.

i'm gonna be mushy so you guys embrace urself.

and you're my love.

and you're my sweets.

and you're my chocolate.

and you're my honey-dew.

and you're my honey-bun.

and you're the chocolate coating on a thousand leaves from coffee bean which make it taste so great.

and you're my listening ear.

and you're my perfume.

and you're my medicine.

and you're my laughters.

and you're my tears.

and you're my other half.

and you're my list goes on and on and on and on and on and on and on and on.

ok, can't you guys tell i'm in absolute LOVE!

back to sleep.

great and i love you Fizah Sayang.

Labels: love.

10:46 PM

Sunday, June 24, 2007

baby. please come back from johor as soon as possible. i miss listening to your sweet voice. i miss you. i love you!

we stood in the doorway
her hands on my waist
the clock tickling loudly
almost in haste

she moved in closer
her eyes locked in mine
I long for her kiss
For just a moment in time

her lips meet mine
and I feel the sensation
no longer must I wait
to give in to the sweet temptation

my knees go weak
my palms become sweaty
I go back to that place
I have been so many times already

the world disappears
all that's left is her and I
and as we pull away
I feel as though I could fly

Labels: bring it on back.

7:28 PM

Friday, June 22, 2007

hmmm. tired. feeling shack. trembling. scared. sorry. sad. happy. emotional. mix.

ok!

basically, i'm having mixtures of feelings over everything-before, during and after the bbq in sembawang. but the most tragic one is after. it was love when she laid down on my lap and as i stroked her hair. woots. hmmm. but i forgot to take pics. argggh. now, angry. haha.

nights world.

love you babe.

Labels: mixtures but it's still love.

11:38 PM

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

baby, i think we have a lot of catching up to do. haha. okay. let's list down the stuffs or events we can do.

1.pizza hut!
2.seoul garden.
3.movie-nancy drew.
4.outing to sentosa.
5.and lots lots more of outing.

baby, here's a poem for you:

When you know you have light to guide you
and no one to walk beside you
I will come to you

when the night is dark and stormy
you won't have to search for me
when you don't know how or why
but you have lost your way

have no fear when your dreams are falling
I will hear your spirit calling
and I swear I will be there

see even if we cannot be together now and forever
and I swear that I will be there
we all need somebody we can turn to
someone who will always understand

so even if your soul is dieing
and you need the strength to keep trying
I’ll reach out and take your hand
for I will come to you

us in white. heavenly love! mwah and voila!

i miss you. so come and hug me in my dreams.

love you to bits and pieces!

and welcome back cynthia busuk bacin! haha.

Labels: let me hold your hand.

8:32 PM

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

another plan of an outing to Seoul Garden cancelled again. haiz.

Labels: haiz.

8:14 PM

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

i'm sick!

Labels: urggh.

7:21 PM

Monday, June 11, 2007

we're in a little squabble. hmmm. i was not understanding. sorry. didn't care to find out. sorry.

i might say i'm tired but maybe you'll be reading my blog so here it is. i wanna say sorry. because i know you wouldn't pick up my calls.

baby, sorry again because i couldn't talk to you on the phone tonight. fatigue is taking over my body already. im sorry. maybe this might not be enough for you to accept my apology but this is the other alternative i can use.

here i am. i shall say sorry again baby.

Labels: tired and fatigue running low.

8:52 PM

Saturday, June 09, 2007

BUGIS street!

okay. today was simple. went out with my dear sugar and she kept on asking whether her new hairstyle was nice and i said it was perfectly fine. haha. she got kinda upset that it wasn't nice in her eyes. haha. as planned, we went to bugis to get me a new bag or in other words haversack for school. it was priced at $40 after asking for a $5 off. haha. but to be frank, i dun reali know how to bargain. haha. then after getting the bag, we headed to causeway point to have dinner. as usual, it's mac. i also bought sushi. as i have nothing else to say, i shall end off here for tonight. ciao.

and to my huggable pie, you're always full of surprises! haha.

wham! bam! here's the pictures!

ohMYgod! who's that gorgeous?? she's pretty. woots. luv ya baby! just look at her cute cheek bone!

the current PUMA bag.

the new Zinc bag *winks*

thinking back, i do miss your long hair which i used to stroke but now you're more hot than ever! *inserts big grin emoticon*

a random photo of a bear which she bought me before...

`you're my love.

Labels: i love you.

11:07 PM

alright, im back yaw. ok. let's start. friday's a good one. quite. went for the last day of school as the term comes to an end. that's good news. but having to do two test on the last day, it just stresses me up. haha. oh man. what rotten luck. haha. i did well for the first test as i scored 84/100 but i think i gonna flung the second one. nevermind about that.

after school, met muhd as he wantd to send something to his lecturer. it was a damn long walk from the mrt la and he was totally drained due to the weather. and both of us said, "What a heavy rain!" haha. do you guys get it? if you don't, then nevermind. haha. met taufiq and mustaqim after that and went for prayers.

following, we except muhd met up with baby and mizah because they rebonded their hair. woots! it was taking quite a long time, and as we were starving, baby suggested us to go and have our lunch first. not only that, the three of us were engaged in playing CS at the coffeshop! haha. but im not too engrossed. haha. then, we met them after they finished and oh my god. she look pretty gorgeous. yeah. she kept on asking whether her hair was fine and i said it's like very fine already. seriously. when i put the photo later, u guys decide alright?

then off we went to causeway point to find some stuffs and the girls bought sushi. i just can't stop smelling her hair because it's just smells so nice. haha. as per usual, i sent her back and we bought bubble tea at the admiralty mrt station before reaching her house. hmm. then, i went back to causeway point to meet my mum and sis to have dinner there. we had the same meal-rice porridge. after that, followed my mum and sis to hejab iran to buy a long dress for my mum but i didnt stay long. i went to admiralty again for the night bazaar to get keropok lekor which i was craving for suddenly and saw her with her family. haha. as i was really tired, i took a cab home.

reached home before my mum and sis. called her as i watched tv. not long after that, we hang up and we went to sleep but i cant so i played my lappy till ard 2 and i called her again. and guess wad? she wasn't asleep. haha. we talked for a while and i was the one falling asleep. i know she's angry when i woke up. hehe. sorry baby but i was really tired somehow. hehe. sorry.

now, i'm just waiting for her to msg me back cause i want her to follow me to buy a bag at bugis street.

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representing her with her rebonded hair!

beautiful ain't she? hehe. weehooooooo!!

ok. hurry up get to me back.

bye!

Labels: rebonded and i'm craving to see her again.

10:13 AM

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

slowly, i'll update.. haha.. what a "thing" to start. okay, whatever.

update! hmmm. have been very,very tired lately. maybe i had too many activities going on. let's flashback to sunday.

had bowling in the morning with my mum's side and as always, i suck. maybe training has not paid off. i wonder why. then, my cousin, irfan, asked me to watch a movie so i asked taufiq out too and he said fine. watched shrek 3. haha. as expected, it was funny. some parts did tickle me to tears- a bit of exaggeration. hmm, but that day, still had some squabble here and there.

monday, there was school of which i almost dreaded cause i talked to baby till 5am from sunday night. haha. it's like as if we missed some time talking to each other normally like before. then, slept for ard 45 mins before waking up again to go to sch. surprisingly, i stayed awake till 12. but after havin lunch and a heavy stomach, i fell asleep in computer programming where i had to do a sample test. haha. i prayed hard that wedenesday's test would be easy or rather the same. after that, met baby up after her practice.

the next day, a terrific tuesday came and i went for CIP at teck whye secondary school. my SP classmates played games with them and in our hearts, we hoped that they enjoyed. however, the last game, we played water bomb and i was chased by this boy in the field. and guess what?? i fell and i wet-ted my pants. everyone and practically everyone did laugh la!! shits! i can't go school. haha. moreover, since most of my classmates were there, 50% okay didnt go for school in the afternoon. haha. we were dead beat. i headed home while some of the others played pool somewhere. went back and ate my lunch with mum. rested for awhile before dressing up again to go for the police band concert. hmm. met her, mizah and ily in a train on the way to jurong point to have our dinner. song ern and taufiq met us there too. the girls and i ate stuffs from the hotplate stall. it was enjoyable though. then, we headed to NUS to catch the concert. the show's quite great as there was taufik batisah singing. haha. we took a lots of pics. see it later down here. then, she and i took a cab to jurong east before takin the train back. i was overjoyed cause she looked extremely hot, sweet, pretty, ravishing and superly gorgeous in the MANGO dress that i bought her for her birthday! wooots. three cheers to you baby! hehe. met the rest who were at the concert and the moment i reached home, i was dead tired. tried to call her but she didnt pick up.

wednesday crawled by as if i didnt enough sleep. i found out that she didnt pick up her call because she was lazy to. haha. "you're always like that. i thought you went to sleep already la." and that's what i said. had the test today and it looked similar to the one i did half-heartedly on monday due to sleepiness. haha. hope i can score in that paper. then, maths was fine. had quite a heavy lunch and we went for CD which sucks la. boring! haha. part of our class went down to the street soccer court and played soccer for awhile before goin back class to do our project. soldering and stuffs. haha. then, as i left the school alone, i called her up and we chatted. haha. had fun there talking to her. reached home, bathed, had dinner and continued on my project. it was tiring. my legs felt rather weak after that soccer. now, she's not picking up my calls again. haha. she's playing games again. haha. how cute. in fact, she is adorable. =)

sweet thangs coming up!

but wait. ignore the dates on the pics pls.

tadaa!

mizah and sweet love.

ily and mizah.. smiles =)

now, presenting the couples! hehe.

us on the train on the way there.. look at MIZAH. haha. and i look fat! haha.

the girls with other BMs. band members la!

love! haaaa...

the girls again! woots..

okay, that's really a massive update so i hope this blog will attract more visitors. hehe.

fullstop and i miss talking to her.

`i will always love you too like i usually do.

Labels: play games but let's talk.

9:04 PM

Saturday, June 02, 2007

my friend, krystle, once said, "If you want a rainbow, you have to put it with the rain."

Labels: i want a rainbow.

9:48 PM

a start of a new month doesn't mean things would be fine. why you do this to me? do you know that you penetrate right thru my heart? i dono what you're thinking now. do you think i even want you to act like a robot. i know you don't like me telling our probs to your friends but i've not been doin that of late. so that's why im writing it here. why should all this happen now? why wasn't it being let go before? we are emotionally attached and you should know because no one else would give the love i ever wanted. you could have loved me and done so much more about others. forgetting about others. how much more should we go around hurting each other? i don't want that. and i know neither do you. but why? why all this? it was just like ytd i was there with you and at the same time you were going away. i've kept this enough for one night but i cant hold it to myself. i want you to stay. you get it? from such a sinple question it became so complicated like this. you might say that we're not compatible but that's a stupid reason for your info and we could always have worked things out. be back like before please. and furthermore we might think differently but it doesn't mean we should deteriorate our love due to that. am i right or not? tell me. you're my reason for living and i'm not giving up. you guys might think this is cliche but it's true. your love is so much needed. in one way or another i'm doing my very best to learn and understand all about you. my life's all about you. all i talk about is you. how else do you want me to go loving you so that you wun go away?answer me please. do you know that it's because of you that i know what's love.it's as if i'm lying awake in empty room and my head still feels the same. how should we go on from now? i need an answer. i need help. i need you. tell me. i know we can work things out. i know we can. please dun look down on yourself. you say that i'm too high of a standard for you. but that doesn't mean you have to go away saying i deserve someone else. both of us are hurt now so let's recuperate from now on and i'm sure both of us would be cured. i admit i'm truly, madly, deeply in love with you. you have fed me before and i want to get that feeling again when you do that. you have hugged me before and i want to get the same feeling again when you do that. you have kissed me and i want to get the same feeling again when you do that. i want to feel happy again like how we used to be. i want to be on top of the world again. again and again. every time i wind up back at your door.

enough said.

Labels: back at your door.

11:05 AM