alas, a few things off my mind and i feel at least a bit better.
now, it's time to fulfill my new year's resolutions.
i'm trying to fulfill one at the moment.
but i need to have that drive.

whatever it is, i'm off to Ferza's gig in a few hours' time.
all the best to Evola!



i feel i could just blog and blog and blog.
it feels good.

Labels: GOOD.

4:13 PM

even before we got each other, things were so tough.
my main intentions were totally different from what others thought.
it was all misconceptions.
misunderstandings.
and darn, i had an important event coming ahead that year.
i felt i got to go through it.

and i did.

finally, i've gotten you.
and you've got me.

i felt we complement each other once.
in a way that i need you and you need me.
things seem fine for awhile but..

situations arose and matters seem to be difficult to handle but i stayed strong and pushed through the hard times, with you, together.
because i still need your sway.
i believe we were still meant to be, baby.

slowly and slowly, a few others tried and tried.
to take you away from me.
though i felt it was sometimes way beyond my control as it's all up to you.
and we failed once..

for awhile, i felt i've abandoned my friends at the same time.
i felt so low.
and i tried to do something else.
to past the time i had for myself.
those free time.

and that two weeks remained silent.
but suddenly..

you came back and i accepted you back with open arms.
because i still need your sway.
i believe i was still in love with you.
what i didn't know, things were still the same.

front and back, i was being punched at.
again, i knew i still love you babe.
because i thought that was all that mattered.

we got that thing for each other again but it wasn't the same.
and i felt i had to leave, to make things right.
back to our own separate ways once again.

and the moment i left, i never felt the same like when we were one.
it felt great like a moment of euphoria.
and i never regretted that decision.
not even once.
for once, i got it right.

for the last time, i believe i don't need you baby.
and well, thanks for the memories.
3:57 PM

mum, i'm sorry.

i felt i just wanna hug you right after the argument.
i didn't mean to do so.
it just left my body like that.
i don't want to think for too much as i've just had a hectic week.
and i don't wish to be pressured by anything.

i just want to be let go a bit.
i need to experience things on my own.
i need to be let go a bit by you.

i'm sorry mum.

Labels: sorry seems to be the hardest word to say.

3:53 PM

what if?
what if?


i didn't really screw up my last paper but the forgotten formulas were the one at fault.
darn.
i'm sure i could have scored better if they were in my head.

whatever not, EXAMS are totally over and i'm definitely glad.
RELIEVED to be precise.



but i feel something's not yet accomplished.
this must be because of Ferza.
LOL.






he simply made things so unachievable, so difficult.
HAHA.
lol.

and he's simply so lucky today.

but i had my fair share of luck.




& it's been a while since we last chatted and to hear you was well enough to make that wait all worthwhile.




From the windows

the moment you returned,
it was all the better,
with the moments oh so sweet,
i could just melt away.

and your words so tender and lovely,
even birds would sing along with it,
to pass the time being with you,
my feelings for you are indeed true.
12:20 AM

dear diary,

i feel very very lousy.

Labels: down.

10:54 PM

got this on facebook.




Jealous?
haha.
lol.

but toshiro's a nice name.
haha.

Labels: Toshiro.

11:47 PM

Hurray.

3 papers down, and 1 more to go.
which is next friday.
-.-

anyway, the picture from 14th Feb.



BEHOLD!




10:05 PM

the beats are drumming against my ears.
again and again.
the surroundings aren't as great as ever.

it's so tough to study at home.





& damn, MATHS was a killer paper.
you killed me instead.
thanks eh.

Labels: darn it.

9:41 PM

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TRISC=0b00001111;
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alright, all that crap above is over!
FINISHED i tell you.
*evil laugh*

HAHA!
one down, 3 more to go starting with MATHS.
i'm so gonna kill you.
just wait and see.
i'm gonna conquer you like how ROME conquered Europe.
HAHA!













i'm bonkers already because i miss someone.

and I say to myself, "You're such a lucky guy."

12:36 AM

"hari ini kau datang riang,
tersenyum buat ku senang.
kau hias dirimu,
membuat hati bertambah sayang.

manis..
riang..
wajah bertambah jelita."


LOL!
12:08 AM

she gave me that warm smile.
the smile of a person with a kind heart.
a fun-loving heart.
someone who is so light-hearted.

somehow.

in a way, she caught my attention.
i said, "Happy V. Day."
with a smile.
and she replied with exclamation, "THANKS!"
as well as a much bigger smile than mine.

it was truly heartwarming.











okay, enough of those.
gizz.



met up with song ern in the late afternoon and bumped into hamizah and ily along the way.
they were headed to 'somewhere'.
LOL.

then, to The Central starbucks and met shirin.

then, to safra yishun.
and had a fun time with alumni peeps.

thanks people!












lastly,

Happy V. Day to all lovebirds out there.
lol.

Labels: yuuhooo.

10:55 PM

Ferza definitely stole the show.
with the array of skills and technique in his arsenal, he took them out like taking out a wallet from his pocket.
HAHA.

Ferza, you were definitely good.
from left-back to upfront in less than 30 secs.
that's talent.

Here's for you.
ENJOY FERZA!
:D

Labels: Ferza., that wonderkid

11:09 PM

been a full-of-happening week.

and i spent a total of $187 at queensway and NIKE EXPO SALE.

Jogging shoes.
Casual shoes.
Man u. Training shirt.
A pair of track pants.

phewww.
money flew away just like that.
yes, just like that but i feel all worth it.

and yes, those jogging shoes are so comfortable.






MONEY.

& if all of you wanna know, NIKE EXPO SALE was incredible.

Labels: MONEY.

10:54 PM

Oh AEF, you just made me break one of my New Year Resolutions.
Like so many many times.

darn.

But still, thank god it's over now.
you make me have headaches.
you make my head so heavy.
urgh.

AEF report done!
but i know it's not impressive at all.
9:59 PM

random.

thanks dudes for completing most of the AEF report.
oh man.

now comes the hardest part.
all weight is on me to complete the report fully.

ok GO!
11:52 PM

could anyone please get me a pair of trainers or jogging shoes?

i want to go for a run so that i could train so that i'd be fit in time for NS so that i won't have to do extra months so that i have a better body so that i could be all the other guys that have those good bodies so that this list can go on and on.

you get it?

thanks.

i need a pair of trainers.
period.
10:18 PM

Okay, let's get cracking with the AEF Report.

sheeeessshhh kebab.

Labels: darn.

9:50 PM

oh man.
a tough week ahead.

tons and tons of stuffs to be done.


AEF Lab Test today.
i know i'll pass.
HAHA.
i'm so confident.

other updates:

Cosmetics presentation (which is just done).
MCT Lab Quiz.
Cosmetics Test ( Hair & Hair Care Products AND Colour Cosmetics).
AEF Report.
Servo Lab Test.
OOP Mini-Lab Project (Topic:Patient Fees).
RWP report.


SP, thanks uh!
LOL.

cool or what?

and i think i miss you.
9:35 PM

Aiman

I'm Awesome. Okay, done.