Tuesday, April 29, 2008
i would feel so lost without you now.
because i know i was a fighter but without you i'd just give up.
you make me feel as though everything would be alright the next moment i wake up.
it's a brand new day.
please hold back, yes, hold back your every tear because you know i'm gonna be there to wipe it for you lovely.
yeah, how long more?
i would want longer than that.
ten is not my number.
so, more than that can?
and you know it's not gonna be easy but i'll be there to pull you through.
please, just be there.
i love you.
i would wait for you.
if you'd ask me to.
because it's all for you.
fareezah is where i want to settle down.
10:25 PM
because i know i was a fighter but without you i'd just give up.
you make me feel as though everything would be alright the next moment i wake up.
it's a brand new day.
please hold back, yes, hold back your every tear because you know i'm gonna be there to wipe it for you lovely.
yeah, how long more?
i would want longer than that.
ten is not my number.
so, more than that can?
and you know it's not gonna be easy but i'll be there to pull you through.
please, just be there.
i love you.
i would wait for you.
if you'd ask me to.
because it's all for you.
fareezah is where i want to settle down.
Labels: settle.
10:25 PM
Monday, April 28, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GIRL!
may all your wishes come true and last long with faruq!
10:27 PM
may all your wishes come true and last long with faruq!
nullifying nineteen eh?
Labels: hehe.
10:27 PM
and yeah.
it all comes back to one thing.
and you're such a silly girl.
but how silly you are.
i still love you.
yes, i do.
10:25 PM
it all comes back to one thing.
and you're such a silly girl.
but how silly you are.
i still love you.
yes, i do.
Labels: you are my moments of life.
10:25 PM
Saturday, April 26, 2008
i'm deeply in love with you.
and i will love you, always.
'06.
'07.
'08.
this girl.
is my treasure.
baby.
till the stars don't shine, i'll be there.
boy meets girl.
and they fell in love.
but now, i miss you.
really badly.
oh yes.
11:30 PM
and i will love you, always.
'06.
'07.
'08.
this girl.
is my treasure.
baby.
till the stars don't shine, i'll be there.
boy meets girl.
and they fell in love.
but now, i miss you.
really badly.
oh yes.
Labels: and you're still loved.
11:30 PM
Friday, April 25, 2008
Thursday, April 24, 2008
i really don't.
don't know what's going on right now.
i just want answers.
yeah, you heard me right.
answers.
11:09 PM
don't know what's going on right now.
i just want answers.
yeah, you heard me right.
answers.
Labels: answers are all i need.
11:09 PM
ok.
totally.
just totally worn out.
really.
i need tonnes of rest.
true that i didn't know what i wanted in the first place but now is just not enough.
it's not the ideal stage yet.
not really.
communication.
everytime i look at it, it reminds me of you.
9:12 PM
totally.
just totally worn out.
really.
i need tonnes of rest.
true that i didn't know what i wanted in the first place but now is just not enough.
it's not the ideal stage yet.
not really.
communication.
everytime i look at it, it reminds me of you.
Labels: it reminds me of you.
9:12 PM
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
indeed, i truly miss her.
because it's her or none at all.
truly.
but i guess it's a lonely night tonight.
lonely..night.
i don't want it.
not another lonely night.
Nobody ever loved me like she does
Oo she does, yes she does
And if somebody loved me like she do me
Oo she do me, yes she does.
10:02 PM
because it's her or none at all.
truly.
but i guess it's a lonely night tonight.
lonely..night.
i don't want it.
not another lonely night.
Nobody ever loved me like she does
Oo she does, yes she does
And if somebody loved me like she do me
Oo she do me, yes she does.
Labels: it's her.
10:02 PM
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
let's take it for a while.
really.
because you can't smell or know that it is coming.
because a storm has come.
and don't let me down.
9:06 PM
really.
because you can't smell or know that it is coming.
because a storm has come.
and don't let me down.
Labels: come.
9:06 PM
Monday, April 21, 2008
okay.
aiman, let's start studying now.
your exams is less than 3 months now.
sshhh.
don't disturb.
i wanna study already.
toodles.
baby, you know i know.
you make me smile, baby stay for a while now.
9:44 PM
aiman, let's start studying now.
your exams is less than 3 months now.
sshhh.
don't disturb.
i wanna study already.
toodles.
baby, you know i know.
you make me smile, baby stay for a while now.
Labels: colbie's.
9:44 PM
Sunday, April 20, 2008
fivetimesoverormorethanthat.
keep on saying hello alright?
well, i realised it's starting to seep in.
and basically, it was totally mediocre.
but well, well, well.
listen here and clear.
and take a look what's going on.
and figure out how.
let's start saying hello again.
10:26 PM
keep on saying hello alright?
well, i realised it's starting to seep in.
and basically, it was totally mediocre.
but well, well, well.
listen here and clear.
and take a look what's going on.
and figure out how.
let's start saying hello again.
Labels: and it's starting to seep in.
10:26 PM
Friday, April 18, 2008
basically.
and yes.
basically.
today was bread day.
i mean it was bread day's the other days.
well, money is the issue here.
lol.
tired.
and SA practice coming right up tomorrow.
so have to sleep early tonight.
toodles.
8:58 PM
and yes.
basically.
today was bread day.
i mean it was bread day's the other days.
well, money is the issue here.
lol.
tired.
and SA practice coming right up tomorrow.
so have to sleep early tonight.
toodles.
and this girl was being the sweetest as she got me a metal bracelet/wristband.
well, i can't decide.
i don't know what it's called.
lol.
nights sweets.
8:58 PM
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Tuesday, April 15, 2008
let's start off the day.
shoot.
bang.
i'm done for the day.
okay.
sore throat's killing me softly.
really.
school's okay.
here you go mizah.
your picture.
lol.
ham-izah.
i miss you babe.
love me.
9:46 PM
shoot.
bang.
i'm done for the day.
okay.
sore throat's killing me softly.
really.
school's okay.
here you go mizah.
your picture.
lol.
ham-izah.
i miss you babe.
love me.
Labels: short.
9:46 PM
Monday, April 14, 2008
okay.
the past week been a blast full of bombs and unwanted stuffs.
really.
but we pulled through.
indeed we can still do it again.
bring it on baby!
dad's such a disappointment.
really.
felt like quitting school.
indeed.
really.
but baby, you would think i'm crazy too.
but i won't.
no worries.
and yes.
past.
present.
i think i'm more handsome in the present picture because i think i'm a wee bit thinner.
lol.
and baby, you're as beautiful as ever.
period.
don't worry, no female year one's will be able to steal my heart away from you because i've thrown away the key.
hehe.
love.
loving.
loved.
10:17 PM
the past week been a blast full of bombs and unwanted stuffs.
really.
but we pulled through.
indeed we can still do it again.
bring it on baby!
dad's such a disappointment.
really.
felt like quitting school.
indeed.
really.
but baby, you would think i'm crazy too.
but i won't.
no worries.
and yes.
past.
present.
i think i'm more handsome in the present picture because i think i'm a wee bit thinner.
lol.
and baby, you're as beautiful as ever.
period.
don't worry, no female year one's will be able to steal my heart away from you because i've thrown away the key.
hehe.
love.
loving.
loved.
Labels: a past long week indeed.
10:17 PM
Sunday, April 13, 2008
ya, prolly it's true i don't deserve anything.
anything at all because it's just a wake up call.
but isn't it going a little too far?
9:28 PM
anything at all because it's just a wake up call.
but isn't it going a little too far?
Labels: far?
9:28 PM
when can i just think about my studies?
and not about money matters when i'm about to start school?
can you tell me, dad?
please.
it sucks knowing that i have to think about all this crap.
haven't i shown well enough that i didn't use that much during the holidays?
ya, maybe krabi was a mistake.
indeed, it was a mistake.
if not, you wouldn't be asking about the 15 000cents.
and is it wrong to get a new shoe?
is it?
and i'll try my very best to not repeat mistakes.
can you see?
and i'm not doing as well as my classmates.
i'm sure you don't know.
you think passing all is good enough?
and it just took one night.
just one night.
down, down, down.
8:34 PM
and not about money matters when i'm about to start school?
can you tell me, dad?
please.
it sucks knowing that i have to think about all this crap.
haven't i shown well enough that i didn't use that much during the holidays?
ya, maybe krabi was a mistake.
indeed, it was a mistake.
if not, you wouldn't be asking about the 15 000cents.
and is it wrong to get a new shoe?
is it?
and i'll try my very best to not repeat mistakes.
can you see?
and i'm not doing as well as my classmates.
i'm sure you don't know.
you think passing all is good enough?
and it just took one night.
just one night.
down, down, down.
Labels: don't look down.
8:34 PM
this that.
i really don't know how to start but i just want it to stop.
i know i can do it.
no.
we can do it.
we can make it.
we will do it.
right?
so goodnight, goodnight.
i'm sorry i did not mean
to hurt my little girl
it's beyond me, i cannot carry
the weight of the heavy world.
IMY.
1:10 AM
i really don't know how to start but i just want it to stop.
i know i can do it.
no.
we can do it.
we can make it.
we will do it.
right?
so goodnight, goodnight.
i'm sorry i did not mean
to hurt my little girl
it's beyond me, i cannot carry
the weight of the heavy world.
IMY.
make me feel good.
hugs and kisses.
<33
Labels: loved.
1:10 AM
Saturday, April 12, 2008
you just had the cheek to say it.
i wonder whether there's really something about you that's missing.
think please, think.
and i've had enough and i've stopped.
i wonder whether what i said to end it means something.
really.
i won't be that way anymore because i know i'll try my best.
no doubts about it.
but are you trying at all?
2:32 PM
i wonder whether there's really something about you that's missing.
think please, think.
and i've had enough and i've stopped.
i wonder whether what i said to end it means something.
really.
i won't be that way anymore because i know i'll try my best.
no doubts about it.
but are you trying at all?
Labels: keep on trying, please.
2:32 PM
three nights of the long knives.
imy.
12:15 AM
imy.
adore me baby.
XOXO.
12:15 AM
time equals appreciation remember?
well, not enough time equals not enough appreciation right?
things were not right the past few days.
friends?
time?
understanding maybe?
well, let's figure it out but where to start because it's been three long nights.
how?
it's not over tonight.
give me one more chance to make it right.
because i won't go home without you.
12:10 AM
well, not enough time equals not enough appreciation right?
things were not right the past few days.
friends?
time?
understanding maybe?
well, let's figure it out but where to start because it's been three long nights.
how?
it's not over tonight.
give me one more chance to make it right.
because i won't go home without you.
Labels: not yet.
12:10 AM
Thursday, April 10, 2008
appreciation can come at any cost.
therefore, we can conclude that time is money.
& money is cost.
appreciation = time.
if it's a waste of time, then don't have to appreciate.
okay, i wasn't part of the problem i know.
but how can i be dragged into the picture too?
hmmm.
it Makes Me Wonder.
9:21 PM
therefore, we can conclude that time is money.
& money is cost.
appreciation = time.
if it's a waste of time, then don't have to appreciate.
okay, i wasn't part of the problem i know.
but how can i be dragged into the picture too?
hmmm.
it Makes Me Wonder.
Labels: appreciation.
9:21 PM
Wednesday, April 09, 2008
I: Aren't you happy?
You: Tah..hah.. tnx anyway baby.
I: You're welcome dear. :D love me like you do. Hehe. :D
You: I've always loved you.
all that sums it all.
it will right?
can?
11:22 PM
You: Tah..hah.. tnx anyway baby.
I: You're welcome dear. :D love me like you do. Hehe. :D
You: I've always loved you.
all that sums it all.
it will right?
can?
earth angel.
Labels: love.
11:22 PM
insightINSIGHTinsight.
&& what's a surprise without a surprise?
lol.
baby, baby, baby.
me, me, me.
loveLOVElove.
you.
proper now.
listen clear.
let's be clear.
let's understand.
each other.
let's try.
no, we must.
do it.
PHOTOGRAPHY.
oohhhh.
look up & continue walking.
you want to have it babe?
you're seeing stuffs.
think fast.
attack.
bright.
gloom.
runway?
conclusion.
i've learnt a lot.
i want to.
i have to.
i must.
learn.
pardon me for the too short sentences.
ain't in a mood.
11:04 PM
&& what's a surprise without a surprise?
lol.
baby, baby, baby.
me, me, me.
loveLOVElove.
you.
proper now.
listen clear.
let's be clear.
let's understand.
each other.
let's try.
no, we must.
do it.
PHOTOGRAPHY.
oohhhh.
look up & continue walking.
you want to have it babe?
you're seeing stuffs.
think fast.
attack.
bright.
gloom.
runway?
conclusion.
i've learnt a lot.
i want to.
i have to.
i must.
learn.
pardon me for the too short sentences.
ain't in a mood.
Labels: photography is already part of life.
11:04 PM
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
now hush hush.
now now now.
let's just hope things get better now.
i wouldn't want to see..
let's face it.
9:22 PM
now now now.
let's just hope things get better now.
i wouldn't want to see..
let's face it.
9:22 PM
Monday, April 07, 2008
girls.
please, let's talk things out.
it's not gonna work out this way if you don't discuss or converse in the right way.
it's not.
definitely not.
NOT!
let's start making things right from now on please.
i'm begging you girls to promise.
promise to share things as if you were sisters from the same family, classmates of the same class and most importantly, best friends of all friends.
give me this hope please.
because all this that's happening is breaking us up.
please girls.
i love you girls to bits and pieces.
don't make me lose it.
pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.
don't give up this hope that we're holding on to.
just talk things out.
i BEG you.
don't forget those times.
we cherish.
let's talk.
FIM, let's talk.
10:43 PM
please, let's talk things out.
it's not gonna work out this way if you don't discuss or converse in the right way.
it's not.
definitely not.
NOT!
let's start making things right from now on please.
i'm begging you girls to promise.
promise to share things as if you were sisters from the same family, classmates of the same class and most importantly, best friends of all friends.
give me this hope please.
because all this that's happening is breaking us up.
please girls.
i love you girls to bits and pieces.
don't make me lose it.
pleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease.
don't give up this hope that we're holding on to.
just talk things out.
i BEG you.
don't forget those times.
we cherish.
let's talk.
FIM, let's talk.
Labels: ilovethegirlstobits.
10:43 PM
i can't believe it that this is happening.
i mean, no way.
it can't be.
i've changed for the better but not too much please.
i'm choking in my own change.
please.
10:41 PM
i mean, no way.
it can't be.
i've changed for the better but not too much please.
i'm choking in my own change.
please.
Labels: i felt it was a little bit too much.
10:41 PM
i'm really sorry if i'm avoiding.
i know my actions were wrong.
but no intentions please.
i'm sorry.
10:40 PM
i know my actions were wrong.
but no intentions please.
i'm sorry.
Labels: forgive me.
10:40 PM
and friends, i didn't mean to hurt you and that's not what i meant.
i know i might be a little dumb.
but i wasn't around to hurt you guys or something.
i swear.
i'm sorry.
i don't want friends to get a bad perception of me.
i don't want to turn out to be like that.
really.
anything, please just say it out to me.
don't keep it to you.
please..
10:39 PM
i know i might be a little dumb.
but i wasn't around to hurt you guys or something.
i swear.
i'm sorry.
i don't want friends to get a bad perception of me.
i don't want to turn out to be like that.
really.
anything, please just say it out to me.
don't keep it to you.
please..
Labels: don't go away., friends
10:39 PM
CREDITSCreditsCredits.
don't i deserve them at all?
i mean.
i'm the first in your family to have gone this far.
what's wrong if i use some money?
and krabi was just a break that i needed.
i know lots of money have to be put into it.
no doubts about that.
but you don't have to grumble about it.
and for the past two months, i've used lesser than other holidays i had.
what's there for me to justify?
i don't even dare to approach for money from you.
look at mum.
when she looked at me thinking about all this, she could even cry.
you're not thinking like someone of your age.
please be wise enough.
10:31 PM
don't i deserve them at all?
i mean.
i'm the first in your family to have gone this far.
what's wrong if i use some money?
and krabi was just a break that i needed.
i know lots of money have to be put into it.
no doubts about that.
but you don't have to grumble about it.
and for the past two months, i've used lesser than other holidays i had.
what's there for me to justify?
i don't even dare to approach for money from you.
look at mum.
when she looked at me thinking about all this, she could even cry.
you're not thinking like someone of your age.
please be wise enough.
Labels: i've gotten this far.
10:31 PM
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
i heard your whispers saying that it won't go far.
how to go further than this?
haven't i done you good?
listen.
listen to the voices of nature and maybe you'll find the answers.
10:43 PM
how to go further than this?
haven't i done you good?
listen.
listen to the voices of nature and maybe you'll find the answers.
Labels: don't let me down.
10:43 PM
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
