a start of a new month doesn't mean things would be fine. why you do this to me? do you know that you penetrate right thru my heart? i dono what you're thinking now. do you think i even want you to act like a robot. i know you don't like me telling our probs to your friends but i've not been doin that of late. so that's why im writing it here. why should all this happen now? why wasn't it being let go before? we are emotionally attached and you should know because no one else would give the love i ever wanted. you could have loved me and done so much more about others. forgetting about others. how much more should we go around hurting each other? i don't want that. and i know neither do you. but why? why all this? it was just like ytd i was there with you and at the same time you were going away. i've kept this enough for one night but i cant hold it to myself. i want you to stay. you get it? from such a sinple question it became so complicated like this. you might say that we're not compatible but that's a stupid reason for your info and we could always have worked things out. be back like before please. and furthermore we might think differently but it doesn't mean we should deteriorate our love due to that. am i right or not? tell me. you're my reason for living and i'm not giving up. you guys might think this is cliche but it's true. your love is so much needed. in one way or another i'm doing my very best to learn and understand all about you. my life's all about you. all i talk about is you. how else do you want me to go loving you so that you wun go away?answer me please. do you know that it's because of you that i know what's love.it's as if i'm lying awake in empty room and my head still feels the same. how should we go on from now? i need an answer. i need help. i need you. tell me. i know we can work things out. i know we can. please dun look down on yourself. you say that i'm too high of a standard for you. but that doesn't mean you have to go away saying i deserve someone else. both of us are hurt now so let's recuperate from now on and i'm sure both of us would be cured. i admit i'm truly, madly, deeply in love with you. you have fed me before and i want to get that feeling again when you do that. you have hugged me before and i want to get the same feeling again when you do that. you have kissed me and i want to get the same feeling again when you do that. i want to feel happy again like how we used to be. i want to be on top of the world again. again and again. every time i wind up back at your door.
enough said.
Labels: back at your door.
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