Tuesday, October 30, 2007
it's almost every other day that i'm waking up from a nightmare.
i'm growing sick and tired of it.
hmmm.
anyways, i realised i can't protect the one i love.
i'm a weakling.
well, i know.
i just know.
you know?
i can't give assurance to them.
thanks for the 'enlightenment'.
10:47 AM
i'm growing sick and tired of it.
hmmm.
anyways, i realised i can't protect the one i love.
i'm a weakling.
well, i know.
i just know.
you know?
i can't give assurance to them.
thanks for the 'enlightenment'.
Labels: goodbyeto...
10:47 AM
Monday, October 29, 2007
this is heartbreaking.
maybe we're trying, trying too hard.
maybe we're torn apart.
maybe the timing is beating in our hearts.
we're empty.
we're empty.
10:43 PM
maybe we're trying, trying too hard.
maybe we're torn apart.
maybe the timing is beating in our hearts.
we're empty.
we're empty.
Labels: goodbyeto...
10:43 PM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
POOOFF!
alright then. 
woah! am i at hogwhat's up with joc? haha. okay, lame. 
the Punky Pumpkin Man. cute. 
9:58 PM
alright then.
i wanna start about ytd.
had a fcuking great time with my mateys.
haha.
chilled out at vivo.
making a lot of noise.
and yeah.
ferza as well as muhd bought clothes at bossini.
they were nice on them.
i mean the clothes and not them on each other.
haha.
muhd's a polo while ferza's a long sleeve shirt.
wait.
did i tell how many were there?
okayokay.
there were five of us.
me, joc,ferza,muhd and pei yi.
ok.
start.
i went over to my uncle's house for some gathering.
his food was nice.
both his wife and him cooked.
sweet husband and wife yeah?
then, met muhd and joc over at sun plaza and headed down to harbourfront.
then, met muhd and joc over at sun plaza and headed down to harbourfront.
and then, ferza came over.
and then walked around for a while and ended up at bossini.
and then over there, pei yi met up with us after her haircut at somerset.
i think it was a concave haircut for her.
haha.
i ain't sure.
then, went over to banquet to have dinner.
we ate a lot of stuffs for your info.
me-fish and chips with extra fries.
muhd-black pepper chicken with rojak.
ferza-nasi sambal goreng.
joc-mee goreng.
pei yi-mee rebus.
after having dinner, we headed down to The Cathay.
i think it was a concave haircut for her.
haha.
i ain't sure.
then, went over to banquet to have dinner.
we ate a lot of stuffs for your info.
me-fish and chips with extra fries
muhd-black pepper chicken with rojak
joc-mee goreng.
pei yi-mee rebus.
after having dinner, we headed down to The Cathay.
ferza went to collect a form from Ben and Jerry's for a gig there.
but wait, did he said it's for my uncle?
haha.
i forgot.
on top of that, there was a performance going on so we watched for a while.
and this cool and Awesome guitarist caught my attention.
let's name him Guy the Cool Guitarist.
well, his solos all were slick and whoo!
period.
and we suggested to watch a movie but it was getting a lil' bit too late so we headed back down to sembawang.
pei yi had to go back first because she have church service the next morning.
so the rest of us went to coffee bean and lepak (chilled!)
i had my usual pure chocolate and mum's scones.
great-ness.
and then, we stayed on till like 12.
ferza went back home to bukit batok.
sad that he not gonna be in smb anymore.
so left with me and joc.
as we were walking back, i told her to be wary of molesters and because she got so frightened, she asked me to accompany her back.
hahah.
i'm sorry about that.
then, on the way walk home, knocked on raidah's window, she looked out and chatted.
by the way, she live on the first floor so that means we don't have to shout to each other while talking.
haha.
reached home ard 1240.
bathed and went online to chat with joc again.
and we decided to meet up for breakfast in a few hours time.
and TODAY!!
woke up at 725 and gave joc a morning call.
she was still like asleep with her cracky voice la.
haha.
pity her.
i made her wake up.
haha.
then met her up at 819 and went to mac for breakfast.
waited for ferza to come.
while waiting, we went over to the library to read up on stuffs.
haha.
i guess during the time i was with joc, i kept on irritating her.
haha.
sorry.
ferza came and by that time, it was already noon so we went back down to mac to accompany him for lunch.
and then, we went to the arcade and played basketball.
haha.
fun!
however, she had to go back home to take her study materials for her 'A' levels Mother Tongue paper tommorrow.
haha.
so to make sure that she came back, we took her IC.
haha.
so bad of us.
and then we continued staying at mac till around 6pm.
with some 5a2 peeps.
well, okay.
yusop, edwin and song ern were crappy ppl.
enjoyed time with them.
haha.
and then, met up with parents for dinner at chai chee seafood restaurant.
and sis, i'm sorry for not picking up the calls.
my phone was on silent mode.
P.S: don't raise your voice at me anymore. it hurts.
okay then.
now, i'm at home rotting without love.
wham!
okay la.
enjoy my pics from YESTERDAY!
oohh! i won a car! a vintage one. oohh!
woah! am i at hogwhat's up with joc? haha. okay, lame.
pei yi! wait and forgive me! nonono! sweet pose.
the albert einstein of tommorrow.
okay. cicak-man came out. so what's next? monkey man?
well, bapok on the move. section 377A? haha.
ferza, c'mon. come and kiss me. just look at his face.
haha. ferza shrieking, "Stop forcing me!"
haha.
the Punky Pumpkin Man. cute.
you there! can i have your blood for halloween?
miss joc at the end of the toys'r'us trip at vivocity.
with cutie lil' spongebob.
joc and me at harbourfront mrt station.
okay.
the end.
phew!
and then...
"What do you do when the only person who can make you stop crying is the person who made you cry?"
Labels: thanks joc for the outing.
9:58 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
when you wake up from nightmares in one night, you realise that sometimes there's no will to live and you would be all grouchy the whole day.
all of that is so true.
and i don't know.
my friend said truth is the safest lie.
i think it's really the safest lie.
would you ever believe that you'd ever cry after a bad dream?
so bad that it burns a hole right through your heart?
everything and anything can happen and it has its own reasons.
and even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
when you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened
10:28 AM
all of that is so true.
and i don't know.
my friend said truth is the safest lie.
i think it's really the safest lie.
would you ever believe that you'd ever cry after a bad dream?
so bad that it burns a hole right through your heart?
everything and anything can happen and it has its own reasons.
and even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
when you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened
Labels: a bad dream.
10:28 AM
Monday, October 22, 2007
Thursday, October 18, 2007
today got a new MP4.
haha.
at last.
anyway, i wanna thank claud and her sister, cyn for lending their MP4 CREATIVE ZEN V PLUS to me for the past week.
will past it back to you soon.
=)
anyway, the MP4 cost me 199 but still it has a camera function.
i do like it.
furthermore, thanks to mus he followed.
if not i'd be freaking lonely.
never mind bout that.
when i got home, i was pretty much tired.
on the laptop and started transferring songs.
so far, no one has visited my house since tuesday.
kinda boring.
not in a festive mood.
wham!
uhh.
hmmm.
hari raya.
i hope it would be like the first and second day.
much more lively la.
now, it seems like it's dead already.
never mind about that again.
this morning, attended love relations class.
however, it wasn't as interesting as the past weeks.
average la katekan.
but i stil enjoyed it.
listening to the lecturer speak and share stories about people.
it just gives me inspiration and new live somehow or somewhat.
i'm glad i chose that elective.
=)
alas.
i remembered why i'm so damn bloody tired.
i played soccer too.
haha.
don't wanna elaborate on it.
i feel like typing down on what i wanna eat but i don't think you guys wanna know.
haha.
ok then.
till here.
see you guys again soon.
ps:raidah, don't stress yourself up too much! =)
ps:baby, i know you're asleep now but just have a good night's sleep.
mwah.
love you. teehee.
10:58 PM
haha.
at last.
anyway, i wanna thank claud and her sister, cyn for lending their MP4 CREATIVE ZEN V PLUS to me for the past week.
will past it back to you soon.
=)
anyway, the MP4 cost me 199 but still it has a camera function.
i do like it.
furthermore, thanks to mus he followed.
if not i'd be freaking lonely.
never mind bout that.
when i got home, i was pretty much tired.
on the laptop and started transferring songs.
so far, no one has visited my house since tuesday.
kinda boring.
not in a festive mood.
wham!
uhh.
hmmm.
hari raya.
i hope it would be like the first and second day.
much more lively la.
now, it seems like it's dead already.
never mind about that again.
this morning, attended love relations class.
however, it wasn't as interesting as the past weeks.
average la katekan.
but i stil enjoyed it.
listening to the lecturer speak and share stories about people.
it just gives me inspiration and new live somehow or somewhat.
i'm glad i chose that elective.
=)
alas.
i remembered why i'm so damn bloody tired.
i played soccer too.
haha.
don't wanna elaborate on it.
i feel like typing down on what i wanna eat but i don't think you guys wanna know.
haha.
ok then.
till here.
see you guys again soon.
ps:raidah, don't stress yourself up too much! =)
ps:baby, i know you're asleep now but just have a good night's sleep.
mwah.
love you. teehee.
10:58 PM
Monday, October 15, 2007
how disappointing can things get?
i did my project way before hand but yet it wasn't one of the best projects chosen by the lecturer.
what the hell?
the rest of the class did it just now but all top three places went to them.
okay la.
except for one which was done before today and which was really good.
but it's not fair.
why is it me?
why?
why can't i get the reward or at least a praise?
even she said everyone did well when she did know that they did their projects today?!
can't she tell which one is slip-shot work and which one is done with efforts?
urgh.
i did my part although hari raya was coming.
i stayed up at night to do it.
bloody hell.
urgh!
okay damn!
alright, now waiting for ferza's class to finish.
i hope he'd go to gelare with me later after class.
or maybe coffee bean.
at least go somewhere la.
damn.
i need to release this stress man.
urgh.
aiman, hold your horses.
chill.
patience is a virtue.
you should know that with patience, it wil reap rewards.
baby, i miss you can?
hmmm.
i hope to meet you soon. =)
3:12 PM
i did my project way before hand but yet it wasn't one of the best projects chosen by the lecturer.
what the hell?
the rest of the class did it just now but all top three places went to them.
okay la.
except for one which was done before today and which was really good.
but it's not fair.
why is it me?
why?
why can't i get the reward or at least a praise?
even she said everyone did well when she did know that they did their projects today?!
can't she tell which one is slip-shot work and which one is done with efforts?
urgh.
i did my part although hari raya was coming.
i stayed up at night to do it.
bloody hell.
urgh!
okay damn!
alright, now waiting for ferza's class to finish.
i hope he'd go to gelare with me later after class.
or maybe coffee bean.
at least go somewhere la.
damn.
i need to release this stress man.
urgh.
aiman, hold your horses.
chill.
patience is a virtue.
you should know that with patience, it wil reap rewards.
baby, i miss you can?
hmmm.
i hope to meet you soon. =)
Labels: urgh.
3:12 PM
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Tenth's and second's.
last week's picture when we break fast.
11:36 PM
alright.
second day of raya was pretty energy-consuming.
getting back home, i felt damn shagged.
haha.
went to a few houses and the meriah(joy) was there among my mum's side family.
haha.
it was great.
crapped along with my cousins.
but from what i think, this year's outing, we went to lesser houses than last year, but i'm pretty thankful for that. =)
okay.
let's move on to the next phase.
alright mateys.
today's our tenth month la seh.
hehe.
hehe.
let's see how i wanna put it.
let's start with a poem alright?
it's called hand in hand:-
Hand in hand
Come here love, there's so much I want to say,
We've made it so far, I want this good feeling to stay,
Through every obstacle, we've made it strong,
We've been fighting this war, for so long.
When I felt like giving up, you took my hand,
Forever we will fight, strong we will stand,
I kept you in heart, just as you kept me,
We will never back down, no matter how far apart we may be.
I couldn't do this, not without you,
I keep on going, knowing that your love is true,
You're all I have left, the only thing I hold dear,
We are hand in hand, even though you are not here.
Come here love, I want to hear you speak,
I want to feel your lips, pressed against my cheek,
I want to know you're alright, no harm done to you,
I want to know, your love is forever true.
okay?
i want to take this opportunity again to ask for your forgiveness baby.
i love you so.
let's forget yesterday and make the great escape.
you're in my hands and i'm in yours.
be mine for all you want me to be.
last week's picture when we break fast.
i love you so don't let go. ;)
it's our tenth baby.
okay nights.
baby, i'm in love with you.
'iman loves feezah.
11:36 PM
Saturday, October 13, 2007
alrighty.
i'm back guys.
sorry for the lack of updates.
been tired or busy lately la.
school and stuffs.
let's put all this behind since it's over.
guess what time is it?
it's time to celebrate la.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!
let's get moving.
woohoo!!!
hehe.
anyway, i want to take the opportunity to ask for forgiveness from all my friends, my classmateys, and especially my family and my beloved fizah for any wrong things i've done towards you guys.
i hope that i'd be given your forgiveness and "replenish" me from my sins.
is replenish the right word to use? hehe.
okay then.
but right now, there's a lot of people at my house can?
almost everyone from my dad's side is here.
i'll guess i'll stop here for the time being cos i needa help out.
ciao.
ILY & IMY baby. *grins*
8:07 PM
i'm back guys.
sorry for the lack of updates.
been tired or busy lately la.
school and stuffs.
let's put all this behind since it's over.
guess what time is it?
it's time to celebrate la.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE!
let's get moving.
woohoo!!!
hehe.
anyway, i want to take the opportunity to ask for forgiveness from all my friends, my classmateys, and especially my family and my beloved fizah for any wrong things i've done towards you guys.
i hope that i'd be given your forgiveness and "replenish" me from my sins.
is replenish the right word to use? hehe.
okay then.
but right now, there's a lot of people at my house can?
almost everyone from my dad's side is here.
i'll guess i'll stop here for the time being cos i needa help out.
ciao.
ILY & IMY baby. *grins*
Labels: the return of the blogger? haha. and selamat hari raya.
8:07 PM
